song close to the heart

// BLONDE REDHEAD - NOT GETTING THERE

the song close to my heart is at this moment.

 hope you all enjoy, xx.

Waiting 'till the shine wears off

         (is) he who he is                                                                                                                                        

The last couple months I feel like crap. I was postponing everything, school, my family, internship, blog etcetera. Maybe I still am... but in contrast, my social life was booming.
Still I'm not satisfied. It feels like everybody is going forward, discovering life, seeying the special little things of life and I'm stuck, stuck doing nothing... Being the girl that I always am. This is nothing new for me, let me estimate how many times I feel this way.... uhhmm like four times a year. Ok I'm not being honest, once a month :)
This feeling comes when I feel insecure and kind off strange when I really live my life. When I'm making new friends, discovering new music, new blogs or styles.
I get jealous when people have acieved something. I only dream... And ohh it gets worst when I discovere that they're younger than me or the same age. Ohh and let me check what age I am, fuck I'm eighteen. I don't think it's very healthy to compare me with such things or is it? I am speaking of being the ultimate me/you. Just being who you wanna be, all the things you dreamed of or ever wanted and getting it, nothing is going to stop you untill you've achieved that goal.
Maybe I must stop whining, stop being the one who is standing still, watching her life passing by and just do something!
Not being the peson that had the chance for being the person she/ he  wanted to be and didn't grabbed the opportunity. I don't want to look back when I'm a old bittered grandma and say: ''if I had only...''

What also is bothering me is fake people, I can clearly see through you... They smile when something 'funny' happens, you can see their faces cramping and rapidly change their 'happyfaces' back again into their reheaserd look, fake.  Don't get me wrong I'm not a Saint.

I just wanna make clear:   

This is to everyone, Be your fucking self!

x.

song from the lovely man in the picture

NAILS

well this time i´m going to talk about nails. I love nailpolish, you almost can´t catch me without it. I think it´s a beautiful  addition to your whole look, but i do not especially match it with my outfit.
I must say that I have a rather big collection, you can say that I have a sort of nailpolish addiction.  I know that I should try to use so much as possible but I only go back to a few... (bad bad!!!)

I have made a sort of nail dairy and here are some fragments;

I also have a couple favorite nailpolishes;

I am craving for a bright red, pink orangy nailpolish. I thought that the most right one and the first of 

the 'nail dairy' was that colour but unfortunately it isn't... 

I am stil looking,

I hope that we meet soon because it's been a long course.. xD

x. 

Limit to your love

I want to talk about a beautiful song from James Blake, Limit to your love...
James blake is a British ´electronic´ composer and is only 21 year old. The first time i heard from him was through his song ´limit to your love´ and no there´s no limit of my love for this song. It´s actually a cover and it´s originally from Feist, I must say that the original is very good too. But I just love the version from James Blake, i can hear it all day long and i´m not kidding. Today I played it all day through!!!
Here´s the song,

Can you hear the bassline??? it's amazing!!!

 The lyrics,

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love

There’s a limit to you care
So carelessly there, is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care
There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love

There’s a limit to you care
So carelessly there, is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care


Well i hope that you're now also madly in love with it


x.

ombré hair

Long time no see!
My latest obsession,

yeaah ombré hair.
My hair is pretty black and thick, i was wondering if this also can be done with my hair.
Research the web, looked some youtube how to's and decided just to do it.
Went to the drugstore and got me some blond hair dye.
I am now proudly posessing ombré hair!
here is a picture

I will maybe make it lighter but for now it's enough,
Do you also like ombré hair?
 the beautyboard was from,http://www.whowhatwear.com/website/admin/uploads/BB-ombre-hair.jpg

plaid love....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I'ts finally 2011, wow twentyten went so fast.

I just wanted to say my highs and lows of 2010,

HIGHS: My graduation, I finally got my HAVO-diploma. Starting my study CMV, meeting new people, starting this blog =D and mostly the good times I had with my friends, Appelpop, trip to Amsterdam. 

LOWS: The dead of my grandpa and some friends I lost because we went our seperate ways after graduation.

But I think that 2011 can only bring good things for me and everyone. MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!

Well lets start with the main article, plaid love =D

On the picture below you can see my favorite buttonups, I just love them. You can wear it with jeans, leggings treggings what you want. When I don't know what I'm going to wear, I just turn to my plaid lovee <3 you can't go wrong.

Well here are some ideas how to wear it.

http://lookbook.nu/look/1362135-monday-i-m-running-wild-and-free

http://lookbook.nu/files/looks/large/457618_lb7.jpg?1264649979

http://lookbook.nu/files/looks/large/389578_leatherjacket.jpg?1259623057

I hope that you now also lovee plaid =D

and 'till the next time!

x.

new banner

after a couple of hours trying to figure out photoshop. I can annouce that a new banner has born =D
I'ts my first banner and I tried to make something out of it, soo do you like it?
I think that in the future there will be more to come!

x.