What I have realised the last period is that I am a thinker. I am aware of that statement and yeah I know everybody thinks. The difference for me is that I over think. I think things over. Before I say something, the subject is surfing in my head, passing by my inner thoughts, drowning by words and questions. I am mentally preparing for the words to come out of my mouth.
Before I can say something there has to be a personal moment with myself and I.
What do I want to say? If I say this, do I offend somebody? Do they still like me if I say this of is this ridiculous? These questions are floating in my head. The automatic filter that is setting in my head before my mouth opens...
