Oct 20, 2012

EXCUSE ME //


Hello, here I am again... I almost don't even dare to post something since the long absence of mine. But here I go! 
There have been some changes in the last couple of months. I've been so busy with my internship that my social life has been in a black hole. My work was my life and I had almost no time for the things I most love to do. Now that it is over I still find it hard to resume to my old life. I hope things will change in these coming days.
I must actually say that I have grown in these last couple of months, as a person and professionally. But does that mean that I've grown the right way?  I've grown more to me. Does that make sence? I discovered more what I want and what not, what I've done right and what not, what I think of certain things and what despites me. I've learned that it's standard that you can not say some things. It's almost impossible to find someone who is totally honest, everybody is pretending. They must pretend to be something that they are not, to match the standards that is running. I don't want to do that, I want to be honest. Am I going to be punished for that? I hope not because this is going to be the course I will be leading. Honesty to the end!! So here, let me wipe that bullshit from your mouth! BYE!